"There’s nothing to mourn about death any more than there is to mourn about the growing of a flower. What is terrible is not death but the lives people live or don’t live up until their death. They don’t honor their own lives, they piss on their lives. They shit them away. Dumb fuckers. They concentrate too much on fucking, movies, money, family, fucking. Their minds are full of cotton. They swall.

They swallow God without thinking, they swallow country without thinking. Soon they forget how to think, they let others think for them. Their brains are stuffed with cotton. They look ugly, they talk ugly, they walk ugly. Play them the great music of the centuries and they can’t hear it. Most people’s deaths are a sham. There’s nothing left to die."

-Charles Bukowski

A friend will come visit you in jail, a good friend will come bail you out, but a best friend will be sittin next to you saying, "Damn that was fun."

Tomorrow photoshoot at Fuck Le Fashion!

I get by with a little help from my friends
Yeah, I get high with a little help from my friends
Oh, I'm gonna try with a little help from my friends

If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary-wise; what it is it wouldn't be, and what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?

Because the world is round it turns me on
Because the world is round

Because the wind is high it blows my mind
Because the wind is high

Love is all, love is new
Love is all, love is you

Because the sky is blue, it makes me cry
Because the sky is blue

Oh you were reading a book about some idiot

and telling me about another

I was so severely underwhelmed

I thought I might never recover

Straighten the rudder girl And sail me up stairs 

and go and find somebody who cares Well we might not be the perfect partners, 

but tonight we make a pair

Sitting in an English garden waiting for the sun. If the sun don’t come you get a tan from standing in the English rain

With love, from me to you

Three months ♥

"When I was a Beatle I thought we were the best fucking group in de goddamn world, and believing that is what made us what we were" -John Lennon-

Last but not least, 2 months ♥

Delirious

"Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former." - Albert Einstein

Leave me alone,I'm in control, I'm in control
And girls lie too much and boys act too tough
Enough is enough

Well, on the minds of other men I know she was...

I said, "Just take it or leave it
And take it or leave it

And take it or leave it
And take it or leave it
Oh, just take it or leave it
And take it or leave it, take it"

He's gonna let you down
He's gonna break your back for a chance
He's gonna steal your friends if he can
He's gonna win someday

I fell off the track, now
I can't go back I'm not like that

Boys lie too much
Girls act too tough
Enough is enough

Think

anime

On me dit que nos vies ne valent pas grand chose,
Elles passent en un instant comme fanent les roses.
On me dit que le temps qui glisse est un salaud que de nos chagrins il s'en fait des manteaux pourtant quelqu'un m'a dit...


Que tu m'aimais encore,
C'est quelqu'un qui m'a dit que tu m'aimais encore.
Serais ce possible alors ?

Lady, Where's your love gone
I was looking but can't find it anywhere
They always offer when there's loads of love around
But when your short of some it's nowhere to be found

Well I know your game, you told him yesterday"no chance you'll get nothing from me"
But now she's there, you're there and everybody's there
He's in turmoil, as puzzled as can be just like me

Let's go down, down, low down where I know I should not go
Oh and she thinks she's the one but she's just one in twenty-four
And just coz' everybodys doing it
Does that mean that I can too?

Lady, where has your love gone
It was the antiseptic to the sore
To hold you by the hand must be first be in demand
How he longs for you to long for him once more, just once more

And just coz' everybodys doing it
Does that mean that i can too?

Ohh, her eyes went down and cut you up
And theres nothing like a dirty look from
The one you want or the one you lost

An ache in your soul,

is everybody's goal to get what they can't have
That's why your after her and that's why she's after him
But saying it won't change a thing

And don't realize that it won't change a thing
Realize it won't change a thing.

Mascara bleeds into my eyes

Play the cards

You showed me my tomorrow
Beside a box of matches
A welcome threatening stir

My hopes of being stolen
Might just ring true,depends who you prefer

But if it’s true you’re gonna run away, tell me where,
I’ll meet you there

Am I snapping the excitement
If I pack away the laguther and tell you how it feels

And does burden come to meet ya
If I’ve questions of the feature that runs on your dream wheel

The day after you stole my heart,everything I touched told me it would be better shared with you

And you're hiding in my soup
And the book reveals your face
And as your splashing in in the my eyelids the concentration continually breaks

I did request the mark you cast,didn’t heal as fast
I hear your vioce in silences
Will the teasing of the fire be followed by the thud?

One month♥

And much more to go!

Oh you were reading a book about some idiot 

and telling me about another I was so severely underwhelmed,

I thought I might never recover Straighten the rudder girl and sail me up stairs,

and go and find somebody who cares Well we might not be the perfect partners 

but tonight we make a pair  

Room full trouble and there's lovers to be had
Those ones who make sinners out are such lovely lads
Scaling the corridors for maidens in the maze
And the anomaly is slipping into familiar ways
And we're forever unfulfilled,can't think why
Like a search for murder clues in dead man's eyes forever unfulfilled
And can't think why
Like a search for murder clues in dead man's eyes
The more you open your mouth,the more you're forcing performance
All the attention is leading me to feel important
(maybe I'm not completely obnoxious)
Now that we're here, we may as well go too far

Dance little liar

Now you don't know what she's up to you can only assume
If she's not in the front of the shops then they've gone to his room
Bet she's gone 'round in her school stuff, bet that’s what he likes
I know you thought she were different and you thought she were nice

But she's not nice, she's pretty fucking far from nice
She’s looking at you funny rarely looking at you twice

Fools on parade cavort and carry on
For waiting eyes
That you would rather be beside than in front of
But she’s never been the kind to be hollowed by the stares

She swam out of tonight’s phantasm
Grabbed my hand and made it very clear
There’s absolutely nothing for us here
It’s a magnolia celebration
To be attempted on a Wednesday night
It’s better than to get a reputation
As a miserable little tyke
At least that’s the conclusion
She came to in this overture

The secret door swings behind us
She’s saying nothing
She’s just giggling along

Her arms were folded most indignant
Not looking like she was soon to leave
I had to squint in order to believe
And then like a butler pushing on a bookshelf

I’m unveiling the unexpected
How she was never gonna look to?
Suddenly embarrassed and corrected
How could such a creature
Survive in such a habitat

The secret door swings behind us
She’s saying nothing
She’s just giggling along
And even if they were to find us
I wouldn’t notice, I’m completely occupied

At all the fools on parade
Cavort and carry on for waiting eyes
That you would rather be beside than in front of
But she’s never been the kind
To be hollowed by the stares
Fools on parade
Frolic and fuck about to make her gaze
Turn to a scribble on a page by a picture
That holds her options
But you’re daft to think she’d care

I want an effing Death Note ¬¬

Love you a lot♥

London ticket here we go!

Thought I saw you in the battleship
but it was only a look a like
She was nothing but a vision trick
Under the warning light
She was close, close enough to be your ghost
But my chances turned to toast
When i asked her if i could call her your name

I thought i saw you in the rusty hook
Huddled up in wicker chair
I wandered up for a closer look
And kissed who ever was sitting there

She was close, and she held me very tightly
Till I asked awfully politely, please
Can I call you her name

And I elongated my lift home,
Yeah i let him go the long way round
I smelt your scent on the seatbelt
And kept my shortcuts to myself

I thought I saw you in the parrots beak
Messing with the smoke alarm
It was too loud for me to hear her speak
And she had a broken arm

It was close, so close that the walls were wet
And she wrote it out in letraset
No you can't call me her name

Tell me where's your hiding place
I'm worried i'll forget your face
And I've asked everyone
And I'm beginning to think i imagined you all along

I saw your sister in the cornerstone

On the phone to the middle man
When I saw that she was on her own
I thought she might understand
She was close, well you couldn't get much closer
She said i'm really not supposed to but yes,
You can call me anything you want

Dear 2010,

You don't know me, I don't know you either, but I have a proposal that may appeal to you. Some time ago I met a friend of yours, 2009 and we got along pretty well, but I know we could have had a better relationship than the one we had. Despite the fact that some problems arose during our friendship I have almost no regrets ( almost motherfucker xD )

So, my dear new year, why don't we start from scratch and hope for a magnificent future leaving aside all those fibs, scumbags, crappy stuff etc ? Cause you know, shit happenED

Yours sincerely,

Me :3