Love song

Head under water,and they tell me to breathe easy for a while
The breathing gets harder, even I know that
You made room for me, but it's too soon to see if I'm happy in your hands
I'm unusually hard to hold on to
Blank stares at blank pages,
no easy way to say this, you mean well, but you make this hard on me
I'm not gonna write you a love song 'cause you asked for it 'cause you need one,
you see I'm not gonna write you a love song 'cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
If you're on your way,I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I'mma need a better reason to write you a love song today

I learned the hard way that they all say things you want to hear,
my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and your twisted words, your help just hurts,
you are not what I thought you were.Hello to high and dry

Convinced me to please you,
you made me think that I need this too,I'm trying to let you hear me as I am
Promise me you'll leave the light on,to help me see with daylight, my guide gone
'cause I believe there's a way you can love me because I say I won't write you a love song